re: I'm so fricking tired......just tired.

I get it dude. Living to work isn't the answer and sucks, but humanity has had to work to exist since the dawn of time. 9-to-5ers weren't a thing, but you most definitely were doing work daily. Do what you have to do; then do what you want the rest of the time.

As the great Frank Costello said to the IRA MFer in his bar whose mother was on the way out: "We all are; act accordingly."